December 2011
Give me something to live for, I’ve waited my turn for so long.
I need somebody to talk to.
Someone I can tell everything to. Someone who understands me and the way I perceive things. Someone who doesn’t get paid for every hour of listening they do. I need someone to talk to me. Not down to me, not up to me. Someone who isn’t afraid to tell me when I’m wrong. Someone who can be proud of me when I get things right. I need someone who cares.
Opposite of home sick.
So I’ve been living with my aunt for over a month now. But during Christmas break my dad wants me to stay with him. So I’ve been staying with him but I find myself alone all the time. It would be fine if I was alone except I’m alone in the house I basically lost my mind in. I’m just scared. Because I can feel myself slipping back into my depression and its scaring the Shit...
That awkward moment when nobody thinks your joke...
Oh the holidays.
Let me just start by saying, I love each and every one of my family members and friends. Almost every person in my life have a special place in my heart. but honestly, there’s a couple people in my family that continuously break my heart. Like I cant be around my mom without having this awful sad guilty feeling overwhelm me. And I cant see my grandparents without feeling a big flash of...
